i do this thing. where i completely stop. close my...

i do this thing.

where i completely stop. close my eyes hard, clear my throat and growl to myself. shake my head violently, hope that no one saw me. blink three times. clench my fists and resume breathing. uneasy. uncomfortable. panic. overwhelming regret. sick thoughts.

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now does our world descend the path to nothingness (cruel now cancels kind; friends turn to enemies) therefore lament,my dream and don a doer's doom create is now contrive; imagined,merely know (freedom:what makes a slave) therefore,my life,lie down and more by most endure all that you never were hide,poor dishonoured mind who thought yourself so wise; and much could understand concerning no and yes: if they've become the same it's time you unbecame where climbing was and bright is darkness and to fall (now wrong's the only right since brave are cowards all) therefore despair,my heart and die into the dirt but from this ENDLESS END of briefer each our bliss-- where seeing eyes go blind (where lips forget to kiss) where everything's nothing.

--arise,my soul;and sing

these are things i see. sometimes i make things to see.
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